Dear...Blog,

I'm leaving you, and yes, I've got something new to play with now. Didn't mean to hurt you, even though I know I am, and that I have screwed up your scripts...

But I can't go any further with this. I'm sorry. But I won't just throw you away...The memories we've shared, and the experiences, and the services you offered...I will always cherish them.

So I won't be shoving you off of my life a.k.a delete you.

If you ever need me, and I doubt you will because by now you' be hating me and my entire existence...You can find me here k? karmicrevelations.tumblr.com

I'm sorry...

I WANT RAMEKINS!!!!

Pretty please? Pretty F****** please???

Huu,,,Seriously, I want to OWN these...How am I supposed to make Lava cakes, and Creme Brulees and Souffles without ramekins??

Boo...

Anyone knows of any fancy shop selling fancy ramekins? Please do tell...T_T

I was surfing and there were even ramekins with handles. @_0. Gawd.

Please help me...

Yay..I'm blogging again!

Hmph. How long will it last this time...

Shut up. Anyway, hye bloggie-babe! Hee...I lost my, erm, item of inspiration, so yeah. Well...Not really lost, just not here. Huhu.

You're starting to think of what or who this 'item' corresponds to, yes? *evil snicker*

Horrible people...Lol.

And I lost all the links...T_T

JUST GIVE A SHOUT SO I CAN RE-LINK!!! Huhu...The box is there, so yeah.

So I was...bored...and contemplated in my life again so I could attain Buddhaness. (Not Buddhahood, that's a different thing. Huhu...)

And I found so much...Hate..Anger...Vengeance!!

Thus, in order to re-establish balance and stability, I need to find a means of venting it out. And opted for...


Brownies!!

Muahaha...I've got a good recipe on my hand so now I just need the money. Huhu...

Mau duittt...

Good Morning. ^_^

You know what? I woke up with a weird side project/resolution thing.

I want Scene Hair!!








<------------- T_T Boohoo!! I want....

A wise man, who later became an important icon in Buddhism, once said...

Ku nangis tadi...

And tears are falling down now too...

Tompok is gone...

God...

Ur gone...




My sister IMed me on msn..And ia cakap Tompok meninggal...Ia sakit for a few days, macam kana ampas...

I was looking forward to going back home and see you there with ur babies...Lama sudah ku nda balik ke rumah...

Tapi ani Tompok nada lagi...

It hurts to know ur gone, Tompok...God...

I still remember when U were a kitten, basar tangan ku ja...U followed me masa ku pat living room all the way back to my room...I took U in my arms...

Then U slept on my chest...

I went back for a new semester and lama nda balik rumah...When i got back..Uv grown so much...

Gauk lagi tu...Ud start running around and gigit everyone whud want to play with you...

Tompok...I miss you...We miss you...

Ur the only cat ill ever acknowledge as the cleanest thing to live...

So much tears for a cat...Hehe...Oh well...

Love you Tompok...We all do....

I took pics of U tym U went mental....And I posted one of them...

God...We love you cyg...Alai kami...

Thought you'd be with us longer...But now ur gone...

T_T...Bye Tompok...

I'm not sure where ull go..But I reckon itll be a good place kan?

We love you...

I'm back~! So sorry Bloggie-boo~ Internet is crappy back at the hostel...Daymn eh...

Oh Oh...To commemorate my coming-back, I shall announce the much anticipated announcement!

I'm getting my Swift-Babe Back!!!

Hee...So from today, there's umm 8 more days to go...Huhu...

I'll be signing off now...I actually have a lot to blog about but not in the mood right now..

Hee...

Mau Ting Tong...Uhu...

First it was Malaysia, now Indonesia...

I hope the relevant authorities in Brunei are sane enough not to Ban YOGA!! as well...

Its just damn foolish, don't you think? Makes you wonder if they even did an extensive research.

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“Yoga, according to the World Book lexicon is, 'A system of Hindu
religious philosophy that requires intense mental and physical discipline as
a means of attaining union with the universal spirit.' (World Book p. 2421).

Hence even though Yoga is used only as a fitness programme, it is not
permissible due to its close links with the Hindu religion.”

In the second case, Yoga is halal or allowed; it is just another way to
feel good and the teacher is not instructing his students about any of the
Hindu doctrine. It is reduced to a series of physical activities without
special meaning. This series of exercises resemble stretching techniques,
relaxing and massaging techniques. As long as the postures are not extreme
and are not harming the body of the person who practices it, it is safe to use it.

But Muslims should consider only as a hobby to feel better, something that
they do for pleasure, not by conviction. Yoga can thus help them to sleep
better, to feel more in tune with their body, to relax, etc.
In the same spirit, Muslim Chinese as a means of finding balance and
defending themselves use martial arts.

There is no proof in Islam that it is forbidden.

Our prophet (saas) would ask the help of people from other religions to
educate Muslims in writing, or to master a skill. In Islam, we are allowed to
learn from the non-Muslims as long as we do not imitate them and do not
follow them and as long as the teaching is not in contradiction in any way
with the Muslim creed.

Chanting in Yoga is therefore prohibited.

We do not
want to imitate the Kufar,
but incorporate what is good from their teachings
into our daily practices. Hatha Yoga is a combination of traditional
teachings into a modern setting.

It is a mild form of Yoga that is completely
reduced to purely physical poses.

Fatwa from: http://islamhelpline.com/

--------------> Courtesy of http://www.yogabrunei.blogspot.com/

Peace.

May All Sentient Beings Rejoice. All Karma be done. So be it.

So that basically translates to...*F**K YoU!! YoU FreAKiN MoThErHuMPInG MilK-SNATCHERR!!!*

Fewh...

I hate you...

Whoever you are...

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Okay, I just tried to do Yoga and ended up doing a few rounds only....Gahh...

The new Vice President of Yoga is physically unfit...

I guess I'm too tired from using up all that energy from not be pissed off about having a bad day...Everything was just not right..Just for a while though...

Went up a half-hour early for my lecture (12pm Bio Lect.) and hung out at Hollywood. You know, that sanctified space at the end of the FOS front walkway thing. Heheh.

All Hail Rose the Nomenclating Queen of Maha-Gangsters.

So I arrived and was hungry cuz all I had was my *Home-made Uber-Smooth Ginseng Latte...Woot!!* and decided to go the Union shop for some food.

- It felt like my left shoulder area grew humongously big and the sleeve was too uncomfortably snug, and it was a rather unpleasant feeling.

- My hair was wayy too unruly for some reason so I couldn't keep it in much order as usual.

- Some parts of the lymphatic glands in my mouth is swollen, due to a failed fever strike.

- Didn't find anything interesting to consume.

- The whole population of Earth was in *MY* FREAKING WAY the whole time I walked back to Hollywood!!! They would either BE IN FRONT OF ME WALKING LIKE RETARDED SNAILS or SICKENINGLY BLOCKING MY FREAKIN WAY!!! WTF??!!!

- So yeah, I was rather pissed off when I came to Hollywood.

But of course, letting your pissed-offness emanate and disturb your surrounding peers in a sinful act. So I mentally made fun of myself being pissed off.

So I ate, and hung around till it was almost time for lecture and walked up. That annoying Vomit Green-Hot Pink *BAD DAY* label was still floating over my whole pitiful existence...Got in class and...

- The room smelled like stinking feet so ever more than usual.

- The Uni chair-table thing I sat in felt small.

- Then the table of the Uni chair-table thing felt small too.

- Everything wasn't really right at that very moment.

- And I fell asleep despite my burning desire attending the Lecture.

- Yeah. Wtf...

All turned out well after that though, miraculously...My t-shirt felt the right size, my hair was a tad bit manageable and the whole wide world felt spacious again.

Fuh...

And then it rained....

And I miss my Swift-babe...

And si Anu is farrr in KL!!!! Wtf~~....Jauh eee....T_T.

And ada this particular someone, long hair and had a very nice perfume on...Lawl!!!

Mata buleh begatal, tapi jangan hati ikut jua~...

At some point of the day I realised I wasn't craving for any particular food as much as I normally would, but rather....Umm...

It's like my hands are so itchy to make Paus, baked Paus, Tendon, Gimbap, Sushi, Carbonara, Shepherd'd pie...Amongst other things...

It feels like an addiction you see...

You know...

Where you just need to find a dark, abandoned corner and pour some of it out, and just take one long, heavenly, eternally satisfying *SNIFFFF*....

Ok..lawl. That ws scary...

Well maybe not up to that point, but I just reaally need to freakin make something~!..

I want my ALLOWANCE!!!

And you know what. I have a hypothesis. Of why our allowance is so damn late sometimes.

Its because *they* think its not really important to us. And that each and every single UBDian is still under the TLC of their parents, and that we are, if not freakingly wealthy, are still able to support ourselves living on our parents' money.

And its not that if they make it late that it will affect their own payday. Of which is sickeningly somewhat fixed every month.

These people are getting paid for their job, man...

So okay I might just be ranting out without any basis...

But think about it...

- They have been doing this for how long already?

- I reckon they do have their own system handling this whole thing, which would revolve around a few stages, where this goes there and what goes where. So how long can it be to finish up one stage?

- And why is the period of release vary everytime?

Hmm...

Oh well...

Huhu. Okay I'm going to surf for more recipes now.

U know wat??

Sasax me neh!!

Kali me ke fridge tady kanz, ilang lagy susu me skutakx!! Ish..Dua kaly dh ne..

Cubatah u kana. Nda u sasax kan tOh?!

Ary atew mango yoghurt me ilangz, mcm lyke, okayy, na me brapa iNgaU lah..Me biarkan SaJa LeR...

Kali kedua nya, Susu me lagy ilangzZ!! Okayy...Me baik haty, na me kyra, me sdakah ja k tOh yow?

AnI IlanGX LaGy AaHH!!

SASAX ME NEHH!! CmaNAkaN NEh Ah?? U aTeW BerKupoN JwA Kali AHH!! Na JwA PyH KaN MnCmaNEE! SaD JwA Me NEHH uleh U!! eEe~..MuN Me ChaWu U AnE sApA wAh, mE RoGol!! laU U my TasTe lahh~~...Lau NdA, mE Bagy AmBukX!!


Ehh...MWAHXX~!! NtaH eH, strezz me nehh~....

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Umm...Yeah...Lawls.

I was bored. So yeah.

U'd need:

-One or two bags of any coffee or milk tea premix. I used Boh Teacino Vanilla for this one.
-Hot water.
-Full cream (if you want to gain weight) or Low Fat Milk.
-Honey/Sugar. Never tried Maple syrup though..Should I?




Step 1: Get your favourite cup out and pour the premix in.

Step 2: Add the hot water in. Just enough to dissolve the premix.

Step 3: Add the milk till you almost hit the brim huhu. If you want that Coffee Zone Chill Out Time feeling, use cold milk. Heheh. If your up for a hot cup, use warm/hot milk.

Step 4: Add a spoonful of honey/sugar. Adjust to ur taste.

Step 5: Enjoy the uber-smooth texture of ur homemade Cafe Style Coffee/Milk Tea.

Step 6: Umm..LAWL!!

Note:

I tried it with ginseng coffee mix this morning and it rawked! The 4:1 milk-water ratio was a revelation from heaven, man!

Oh and if ur using milk tea premix, I recommend u to add half water and half milk, or just a dash of the milk. Tea is rather..umm..soft in taste so the milk tends to overwhelm the whole taste.

Better try this out or u'll see a beheaded man with an axe when u look at the mirror before u sleep later on.

Muahahahaha.

ZOMFG, Man!!

People around me are falling sick like bees falling and dying after I spray the hive with 50% chloroform and 50% concentrated chlorox...

Gawd...

So here is the Fallen Doctor Shah to share his tips on how to keep ur immune system up!! Hee...

- Be a Taurean. But I guess this would be quite hard to achieve considering...

- Go to the hospital and get some free medicine, if ur a Bruneian of course. Huhu...Panadol helps to reduce watever pain there is and those things they give for coughs and flu are meant to be consumed to the last drop even when u r already sickeningly fine.

This helps to give u a better chance of avoiding those accursed situations by helping u develop a stronger immune system.

The panadols they give are rather slow, so I recommend u get those soluble ones or Actifast. Huhu...

- If u r a tea lover, like me, get urself 3 cups a day ( I recommend green tea, cuz evry1 says its good haha) and put a spoonful of honey in. I mean real honey, not the cheap ones u use for BBQs. Huhu...They should be fairly easy to find.

If ur not, warm water should be a fine substitute. The idea is just to get that freakin honey into ur system.

- This is what I do if I have a head-blowing cough and a sore throat so sore it feels like a pedophile version of Freddy Krueger is cutting ur throat:

--3 of the brown Hacks, the one that tastes like some minty bark of soime tree at the back of ur house.

--2 other Hacks of ur own choice.

--Honey!!

--Hot water..

Now mix the F**k out of emm till most of the Hacks dissolves and consume wit TLC just for fun. Haha...I don't know what the hell it does but it works!

- This is what my friend Vic told me, for sore throats too, drink warm Coke. The bubbles would do wondrous things to your throat.

- Don't let ur body get too hot, put a wet towel on ur forehead and from time to time try to bring it to ur neck too...Feels goood...

- Barley is good to cool u down, and so is drinking a whole damn lot of water.

- Oh don't be so glum when ur ill, it makes ur body pissed off with you and would heal slower. U'd be pissing of other people too! And we hate that. We already have shitty things on our hands, and we don't u being shitty too. Haha.

Seriously.

Make fun of it, and try laughing at urself, eventho in ur current state u cud only manage a dull, frighteningly sickly half-grin. Oh if u do manage to do this, take a look at the mirror and see how horrible u look like. And laugh the hell off.

Research (Dr Junaidah of UBD, 1st year Evolution and Diversity of life lecture) has shown how mental stress can physically affect ur immune system as well. The more stressed u are the more it goes down. Stress is a choice, not an automated response like adrenaline rush.

Ok I'm getting sick myself by typing too much.

Bye.

Really tired today, despite having only one lecture to go to...Gagaga...Hiong called while I was still happily cuddling my paluk and looking at the ceiling, and asked me to come down to the canteen.

10.30ish.

Class at 2...

Oh well...Huhu.

Took my shower, and got ready. *i actually fell in a half-sleep right after the call, and well, was delayed huhu*.

And then bla bla bla bla....

Haha....Not in the mood to write about my life right now.

My mind is currently pondering on a few things:

1. Waiting for the allowance so I can do my grocery shopping.

2. I still want to make those freaking Pau, man! Anybody knows how to make the oyster chicken ppl put in Pau??

3. Try out a few Japanese dishes. And maybe Gimbap.

Yeah...I guess its an after-effect thing of going on a hunger strike. Huhu...

I'm rather hungry right now. So instead of having something to eat, I sort of reflected on what I had for food today. So it consisted of:

-Bits and pieces of Zaty and Mus' salad in the morning.
-Sausage bun and corned beef bun for lunch.
-Lee's leftover. Haha.
-And Tronkies!!

So approximately that should equal to an intake of 1000 calories...Huhu...Daymn...

Ok I'm tired. Bye.

I think I laughed for 5 minutes non-stop...

Oh yeah...

I am currently on a state of something similar to being in a hunger strike..Just without any negative notes...

It's like my average intake of meals per day is well...One.

Heck Yeah!!

Gagaga....

But of course I am not planning on going all skinny till the winds could blow me away though.

I am not so sure how I weigh now but I am aiming for 60kg.

Last I weighed was 68kg.

Judging from the clothes I've been wearing, of which were before didn't lie too much on my favour in terms of size...Well...The result seems promising.

Huhuhu.

May I be saved from obesity...

Yeah, you might have already guessed it from the title on what I'd be tellin next heheheh.



It was a freakin hot afternoon two days ago, and I was screwing the process of resurrecting my brain for the new semester by going online when Dad called.

Dad: "Aduh lai, lupa Babah ngantar yang anu wave ah! Haha."

Pitiful Self: *In pitiful tone* "Ah awu...Umm..Biar kan tah dulu k..."

Dad: "Awu iatah lupa wah Babah ah."

PS: "Ah anu bah...Aku tukar program ne.."

Dad: "Owh ok..apa tu?" <---- Weird reactio, man...

PS: "Ah anu..nda ku dpt blayar ne ke Canada ah...Aku ada fail subject yg ku nda dpt repeat ah.."

Dad: "Ahh, jadi apa tah ne?"

PS: "Anu..B.Sc. Chemistry..Minor Biology"

Dad: "Ah apa?" <--- Not in a mad tone though, much to my surprise...

PS: "Chemistry...Major Chem Minor ku Biology..."

Dad: "Ahh ok masih tuu...Tapi ani dapat ni ah?"

PS: "Awu ku cuba lh...Sory Bah ah...Ku nda dpt blayar ah...Jgn marah bah ah..."

Dad: "Ehh apa plg Babah marah! Sains jua masih tu! Ibob jua suka dari dulu..Mun Ibob tukar ke Malay kah English kah atu baru Babah marah! Ahaa..Ok tu...Tapi janji ani dpt ja ah."

Freaky reaction. I guess God heard my pleas.

Thanx God!!

The conversation was followed by me reassuring myself of his positive reaction by still being in a pitiful tone and saying sorry and that I was scared of calling him up and telling him. He assured me that it was okay and to just go on. I told him of my plans with Masters and he said Jgn Tah Ingau Dulu Teww!! Haha..And asked me to focus on this first.

Hail Mercy!

Haven't told my Mom though.....

Ugh...

One down one more to go it seems...

I'm Back!! Huhu...Feels good to be here again....Me and my own world of words...

Whatever that means....

Still feels nice...

Its the start of a new semester and we are just in our second week. Won't be updating much, my brain is in still the process of resurrecting itself and replenishing all needed..umm..necessities.

Oh yeah...

Dear World,

I am no longer an Undergraduate taking Bachelor of Biotechnology...So here I am re-presenting myself unto you as an Undergraduate taking Bachelor of Science in Chemistry (minoring in Biology).

All hail.

Huhuhu.

Yeah well, it hurts. But shit happens. It's not the end just yet, I still have my Plan Bs and Cs, Gamma, Alpha, bla bla bla up my sleeve, down my collar, inside my pocket, bla bla bla....Gahaha

And the more fooked up thing is that, I have not told my dad.

And Mom.

And my feline daughter Snoopy. Well...The darn kitten wouldn't understand crap anyway, so I think I have less to worry about.

And I know I shoould have unpacked all my stuff by now, but my room still looks like a rundown, ghostly place of prostitution...What's a specific word for this anyway? @.@

I'll start to blog on a hopefully regular basis as soon as I settle down from all the new semester chaos-whirlwind-hectic time.

So till then, bubye.

Huhu